A Summary

De José Antonio Calañas Continente

Norreofjord, Norway, August 2015

 

At the beginning:

coming into life

to doting parents,

to loving siblings,

finding myself

in a sheltered place;

feeling safe, secure, loved.

Time to move away,

up to a new start.


A new beginning:

finding my place in life,

changing places,

changing countries,

changing languages,

founding my own family,

wife, kid,

feeling once again

safe, secure, loved.

Until everything shatters:

up then again to a new start.


A different beginning,

finding my place in a new world,

starting a different family,

while trying to keep my bond

to parents, siblings, kid

in this new life of mine

with this love so fresh.

Feeling safe, secure, loved

until all of a sudden

the rug got pulled

from under my feet.

Up once more to a new start.


A lonely beginning:

picking up the scattered pieces

of another world crashed down,

rebuilding my life in this setting.

Learning again to stand on my feet,

to be, to live, to accept,

to feel again

safe, secure, loved,

this time, though,

on my own.


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